Diabetic Pixie

Wednesday, August 23, 2006

I am really bored...I had an endocronolgist appointment on Monday, and I start classes for getting an insulin pump soon. My doctor wants me to go on a continuous glucose monitor for a few days, but I don't know when that will start. I'm typing this Tuesday night, but I can't get on my internet right now so I will cut and copy it tommorow. School starts on the 5th of September, but I'm not sure I really want to go back right now. I mean I am excited to start my junior year and start looking at colleges and long term careers, but school drives me crazy sometimes! I dunno, I don't like dealing with alot of kids, and school has way to many people that make me uncomfortable. You know how sometimes you feel odd around others, like there something about you, or about them that just doesn't seem to fit in.i admit that I can be sort of a loner, but in alot of ways I like being like that. I'm not the kind of person who dresses odd, or listens to weird music and puts down the whole world or anything, I just like to have my own unique personality, and I would like to keep it my own. So anyway, I really would like to go on an insulin pump soon, so then I won't have to take shots at school and there will be a lot less people who see me take a shot, and a lot less people to make fun of me, and call me hurtful names like 'needle freak'. I find it amazing that some kids have the mindset to not care if some kids sticks a needle in himself to get a high, but if I inject insulin, I get labelled as a freak. It's not fair.


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