Diabetic Pixie

Wednesday, August 23, 2006

Tears From Heaven

Have you ever thought about the rain as tears from the angels? I think every funeral I have ever gone to, later that day it has rained. I don't know why I have these odd thoughts, but I do, and I wish I had answers for all of them. I wish i couuld meet an angel someday. Just for a few minutes, just so I would I would know what it was like. I know people say you have to have a near death experience to see one, but how do you know that they tell the truth? Maybe you have to be some kind of wonder to see one, and maybe I'm not veiwed as good enough to see one or even sense one, but I wish I were. I've been spending a lot of time on here because my computer won't let me into the diabetes teen talk website, where I spend most of my time, but that's the straw I always seem to draw. Lucky me.

I have been thinking even more about school starting up soon, i think I'm warming up to the idea of being back now, I've had all summer to me for the most part, except when I was in the hospital, and things seem to be looking up for me... junior year is really important. I have to do my grad project this year, and I'm stilling searching for ideas I want to do it on. I think I want to look at something like Discrimination or even how Bibles are illegal in China, and how they have to meet in secret. That would be an amazing idea. I hope I would be allowed to do it though, because I go to a public high school. I think I know what teachers I will be getting for the most part, at least English, Math and Science and French, I still really want to get my schedule, they won't get mailed out until the end of the week, and i'm towards the end of the alphabet...grrr. They sent out a tentative schedule in July, but I didn't like the way it looked, so i hope they changed things around a bit, I will be ticked off if they aren't. I hope that I get the same History teacher that I had last year because he was relly nice. He was a first year teacher too, so he had some really funny classes. We got to watch Forrest Gump, which is prob my favorite movie, except when Bubba dies. I cried like all through the school day everytime another kid would mention that movie. It was pretty funny actually! Everyone thought I was too emotional, but hey, a good movie only comes around every few years. Well, It's late, I'm tired, and I have a 400 page book to read... so I'll be back tomorrow, hopefully!


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